Thursday, June 29, 2006
suddenly i feel super super OLD. lets talk about it in the CCA way.
sec 3s, 1 batch above me only, are running for exco/com le. then we are like doing that next yr. plus this yr we are going ot be understudies or something. its like SUPER SUPER FAST. all the sec 1s look super blur and all that and i just cant imagine we were liddat LAST YEAR. it seems so far away.
in sec 1, we think: when the hell are we going to get out of thie sch. 4 more years.
in primary 5 we think, 1 more yr to get out.
in primary 6, we feel VERY VERY SORRY to go.haiz. time really FLIES. as cliche as it sounds, its true. suddenly i feel super spuer JEALOUS of the sec 1s. they have FOUR more years. we have 2 left.
then we are going to uni in 4 yrs. and working in 8 or 9 years. when most of us either:
(1) have unrealistic dreams
(2) have realistic dreams but we arent working for it
(3) have no idea what we are going to do AT ALL (me)
so its fast. super damn FAST.
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today we had this brainstorming for fan fang ideas for debate thing. to help our class think of what the opposite team will say.dai gou - generation gap.we have to say that its mostly the kids fault.its like i feel super super GUILTY after that.
but put yourselves in the shoes of the adults - namly YOUR PARENTS.they dont have an instruction manual on how to raise kids. how to raise US. they may work super doubly triply hard but maybe they dont get recognized.plus the society they grew up in is different from the one we are living in now. theyt have to adapt and learn new skills like InfoTech ( IT ) just to work.many of us may say that they are super lucky. everyday sit infront of the comp and, you know, can surf the web and all that. but you have to know that the world doesnt resemable YOU. what you like may not be their piece of cake.
some may say that some adults also like using the comp and all that but seriously, our parents (mainly our sch) dont have it easy at work. their boss may scold them even if its not their fault. and all that. they have HUGE RESPONSIBILITIES. its not easy.
and we are getting more and more materialistic. just go surfing around blogs. in the WISHLISTS, you see tablet pc, ipods, shoes, clothes, earrings blablabla and occasionally guys and all that. its not like its the end of the world if you dont have those things. try to understand that money doesnt come easy and they work HARD to get things for you. they hide their disgust at times when they know its gonna hurt your "self-esteem" and launch you into "depression". cmon face it. we always say we are NICE, SMART blablabla and deep down we all wanna be "chio" and all that but its all attention isnt it? the REAL depression doesnt work liddat. people dont broadcast that they have depression if they REALLY get it. its absurd. you just wanna blend in dont you. since everyone says that they have "depression" blablabla. its is NOT COOL to have "depression", real or not. and its NOT COOL to cut yourself. its ABSURD.
you have a control over your life. HOLLYWOOD isnt the world and universe. THINK before you absorb EVERYTHING hollywood stars do like a SPONGE. be sensible. which is what most people are lacking these days. pls for goodness sake THINK.
so the next time you want to have something that your parents dont wanna buy/get for you or you think your parents treat you unfairly, just think of what they are going thru and be thankful that you dont have to face that or 8 yrs or so. dont scowl at your parents like they owe you a living or something. you wont even be whr you are without them.
mum, dad: if you happen to come to my blog and see this, i just wanna say THANKYOU and that i WILL change for the better. i will work for piano, sch and on my behaviour.and i appear to not listen to you and all that NOT because i want to be rebellious. thankyou for all that you have done. and the fact that i am whr i am now really couldnt be true without your support and care, no matter how small and insignificant the gesture is, i appreciate it. sorry for all the hurt and pain i have caused you. the money i have spent without thinking. and the money that you have spent on me.
*disclaimer*i'm not saying that i'm the perfect daughter or something. but its just that pls try to appreciate whatever you have. cherish your life. and have fun and get good results while you can. =)
7:02 PM